Deep Questions
So I realized that with all the people I'm asking to follow me you guys don't really know much about me so I found a website with some personal questions and I decided to do them.
Childhood
1. My best childhood memory would have to be when I first started teaching my family how to ride four-wheelers.
2. My worst childhood memory I don't really like talking about let's just say because of that memory I ended up in foster care.
3. My biggest fear as a child was to find my mom's body because she overdosed on drugs.
4. My favorite year of school so far is my Sophmore year because this year is when I finally got the guy.
5. My favorite subject in school is Chemistry.
6. When I grow up I want to be a teacher and a foster mom but that's after the national guard.
7. My favorite game to play is Cards Against Humanity.
8. The single most important thing I learned as a child was that I am not defined by my parents' actions or their past.
9. My most memorable family event was how at my grandma's we'd always get out the four-wheelers and go for rides as groups.
10. I admire that my parent's don't give up no matter what happens.
11. What I look forward to most about being a parent is that I will be able to have a family of my own where I can show them what the world has to offer them.
12. I do want to be a parent I want to have kids and adopt them.
13. Right now I want to live far away from my family.
14. I don't plan on taking care of my parents.
Malachi and I
15. I said I love you to many people outside of my family but I've never meant it more than when I told Malachi I love him for the first time.
16. I've never been on a date.
17. Welp, I would remember my first date if I ever had one.
18. Yass, I was so nervous during our first kiss.
19. I knew I loved him the moment I saw him.
20. My ideal night would be him watching tv with me in his arms reading a book all while next to a fireplace cause I'm always cold.
21. My favorite thing about him is his smile and his uncanny ability to always be able to make me laugh.
22. I believe in both true love and love at first sight because that's how I see us.
23. Yes, I do think people are made for each other.
24. The perfect honeymoon location is either Paris or camping the country girl in me always is down to camp.
25. A fun date that only costs $20 is to just rent a movie and order a pizza and stay in.
26. Well, I don't really know any romantic dates.
27. If I were on a dating game show I wouldn't ask questions I hate asking questions.
28. My favorite memory with him is pretty much every memory.
29. I look forward to being able to have a long and happy future with him.
30. I would rather stay in a private beach house with him.
Values
31. I would rather have experiences over materials.
32. If I had the choice I'd live in a mansion.
33. It's never okay to lie but we all do it anyway.
34. It is never okay to break the law.
35. The most important lesson to teach a child is love.
36. I go out of my way to help people all the time.
37. I wouldn't want a new golden rule.
38. Important social values are equality.
39. My values haven't changed in the past 10 years.
40. My best character trait is my stubbornness.
41. If I could change something about my character I'd change everything.
42. I consider myself a pessimist.
43. I'm always disappointed in myself.
44. I'm most proud of myself with my book.
45. No, I don't like the way I look.
46. I wouldn't only change one thing I'd change everything about how I look.
47. No, I don't put as much effort and emphasis on inner beauty as outer beauty.
Goals and Motivations
48. I view my grandfather as my family role model even tho I lost him.
49. Yes, I am inspired by some celebrities.
50. The thoughts that get me through the day are that someone loves me as much as I love them.
51. I find praise to be more motivating.
52. I'm inspired to better myself so I can be a better person for the ones I love.
53. I'd tell my children that we are not defined by the mistakes we make but what we chose to do with them to better ourselves.
54. The best way to motivate each other is to help each other to stay positive.
55. I don't have a greatest success yet.
56. My short-term goal is to finish writing at least one book. 57. My long-term goal is marriage, children, and becoming a teacher.
58. My biggest regret is not asking for help when I need it.
59. I don't know what mistake I learned the most from.
60. I'm most ashamed of my appearance.
61. Failing is just as important as succeeding.
Relationships
62. I look for loyalty in a friendship.
63. My longest-lasting friendship was with a girl named Nicole we were friends 7 years.
64. I think you can have multiple best friends.
65. My pet was my best friend.
66. No, I do not consider my parents my friends.
67. Yes, I do think opposite genders can maintain a friendship without developing love interest.
68. An unforgivable action to me is abandoning the one you love.
69. My advice for long-distance friendships is yes you may be far away from each other but that doesn't mean you still can't be there for each other.
70. Yes, I do have different advice for friends who live close to each other I say spend as much time together and don't let other people get between you.
71. No, I don't really think long-distance relationships can work people have a constant need to be around the person they love.
72. It depends on the couple if they want to spilt costs they can.
73. I think people should save money you never know if you'll need more money.
74. Household chores shouldn't be divided if you see that something needs to be done you should just do it.
75. I look for loyalty, forgiveness, understanding, and unfailing love in my significant other.
76. I think the most important thing in any relationship is love and understanding.
77. If it were a perfect world couples would never fight to maintain a healthy relationship but our world is far from perfect but when someone tends to argue something it means they are passionate and have hope for whatever they are arguing about.
Life Events
78. I don't have a favorite birthday because I never had one where I didn't cry.
79. If I could only celebrate one holiday a year I'd chose Halloween because you get one night where you don't have to be yourself.
80. I prefer family events I don't like to be alone with my thoughts.
81. If there is good weather I prefer to be outside even if it's to read a book.
82. I don't have an ideal wedding ceremony only an ideal groom.
83. My perfect vacation is a camping trip.
84. Well, I've only ever been to one concert and it was a Skillet concert and I absolutely loved it.
85. On my bucket list is nothing fancy just finally get the guy I want for the rest of my life.
86. I've never really had a good road trip.
87. I would not want to go to New York City Or Los Angeles I like being in the middle of nowhere.
88. Yes, I've been camping and no I do not have a favorite part I love it all.
Stress
89. I get overwhelming stress when I think about not being able to see someone I love.
90. I handle high-stress situations by taking them step by step.
91. I can't answer that one I don't have a job.
92. I like to decompress by going for a run or working on my book.
93. The smell of books or pumpkins instantly relaxes me.
94. After a horrible day, I'd prefer a cozy movie night.
95. I'm not terrified of anything supernatural I sometimes wish it was real.
96. My biggest fear in life is abandonment and ladybugs definitely ladybugs.
97. My biggest phobia is Coccinellidaephobia which is the fear of ladybugs.
98. My irrational fear is ladybugs.
99. My worst dream was of the person I love either dying or leaving me for someone else.
100. No, I would never pull a scary prank on anyone.
101. The scariest movie I've ever seen is Insidious.
Hypothetical Questions
102. If I could have one superpower I'd chose mind control.
103. I'd say mind-reading is a more functional power to have.
104. One human talent I wish I had was musical talent.
105. Three wishes I have is to have my dream life(including the man, the house, the job, the car, a nice body, etc.) I could be rich, and that pollution would stop.
106. If I could fix one problem in the world I'd chose to fix hunger.
107. If I could teleport anywhere in the world I'd go to Paris, France.
108. If I could be an animal I'd chose to be a butterfly.
109. If I could be an object I'd chose to be a book.
110. If I won the lottery I'd save the money and buy a house for my boyfriend and I to live in.
111. If I could eat anything I wanted right now I'd want takis and ice cream.
112. If I went to outer space I wouldn't want to go to a planet I'd want to go to the moon.
113. If the world ended tomorrow I'd be with my boyfriend.
114. If I could I'd chose to go forward in time to see what the future is like.
115. I'd choose to write a biography of my life.
116. If I could be a character of a hit television show I'd be Sookie Stackhouse off of True Blood.
I Love you too baby and I really need you now more than ever